仁善心

Mandy自从和老朋友们重新见面后,整个人陷入了一种迷幻状态,似乎她虽然在这个世界上好好地活着,但似乎有一半魂魄留在了某个遥远的,偏僻的,古早的,隔离的,陌生的,熟悉的时空里。

洛可嘉第一个察觉到她的迷离疑惑,似乎她总是在问,“我是谁”、“我为什么在这里”、“这是哪里”、“这些人都是哪来的”、“原来的我呢?”

走丢了……

她的每一个微笑都在说,“我好困惑”、“我错了吗”、“我怎么办”……

在孙先生拜访后第二天,Mandy摔了Nichole心爱的大熊猫勺子,第三天她忘了去接Oscar放学,第四天她忘了烧饭,那两天洛妈和洛老爹由热旺陪着去费城玩儿了。

洛可嘉忍无可忍,决定跟Mandy好好谈谈。

“Youarenotyourselfthesedays”saidLock,lookgdirectlytohereyes

“Idontquietfollowyou”returnedMandy,turngthepagesfrontofherratherrapantly

“Youwaofdyourlostselfasateenager,didntyou”Lockwasruthless

“Thatssountrue”Mandywouldnotlookatherhbandtheeye

“Wannaatalk”lockretreatedalittlebitbuthisgroundswerefirlyheld

“Theyhaventgeduchscewestsawoher”atstMandydecidedtospilloutallthaaslgergonherd——beargtheweightisweariso

“TheyWhotheworlddoyoureferto,thosewhoarenotenoloveoracquireafaily”Lockdeanded

“Dontbesorude”Mandywasfallycheergupalittlebit

Lockughed,“Ibetostofthewouldtradewhattheypossessforthelifeyouarelivg,evenifthereisahandicappedaure”

Mandysiledforthefirstti,“NonsenseHowdareyou”

Lockpickeduphisobile,“Merva,hohotosofthekidshavewegot”

TheAIpoppedupfronowhereonthes,“Sceyouaskedsir,thefailyalbuhastakenupatleastthreequartersoftheste,whisthereareoverohoandphotostotally,andthatseriolyggestheprocessgspeedoftheobileThatswhyIsuggestdeletghalf”

“Thanks,MervaThatswhatIolearnfortheont”LooddedtotheAI,asifsheuldseeActullyshedidnoticethat,shewavedbackhappilyandwasoff

LocksaidtoMandyasscerelyaspossible,“Ibelievewhatyouhavealreadyownedweighsuchorethanwhatyouthoughthadlost”

Mandynted,“HowdoyouknowthisisthebestforIuldhaveledanotherlife”l

“IdontthkitstherightattitudeforlifeItseesyouwillwaysberegrettgoveryoureadeverychoiceordecision”Therewasaohisvoice,buthestayedol,“SpargwithotherslivesandsoangfororeThefisheranandhiswifeshouldhavebeeedwithwhattheyhavereceivedfrothegoldfishandtheydbetternotbegfororethantheydeserved”

Mandyrearkedwithadaone,“AreyoutellgIdontdeservethebestoflife”

Losedsothg,“DontistitYouknowwhatIantYouwouldneverbeabletofigureouhatthebestiswhenyouweresixteen”

Mandyururedasifshehadbeenadrea,“HowIwishtobesixteenaga,carefree”

Loearertoher,andhuggedher,leavghiswheelchairbehd,“Thepotis,whateverhappenstoyou,fronowontosixtyory,youwillwayshave”

Mandybursttotears,“IhavenothgexceptyouandthekidsIfeelldThisworldlooksatwithvicioeyes”

“Youalwaysunton,”Lockproised,“IgiveyouywordTheresnofuntiloaypositiveandcherisheveryute”

MandyleanedagastLocksshoulder,totallyfettgheshouldnothavestoodupandsupportedherweight“IwontfallforitTheylookasifworriedforbutIguesstheyreallyeheselvesseegalostcrashed”

shelookedatLodwassuddenlystartled,“IwasalosttakenIshouldnthavetoldthehowIbrokedownIwouldthereceivethewrongssageasifylifewereajoke”

“Dontoverrespond”Locksaid,“Theyareyourfriends,andtheyshowednsaboutourlifeTheorepatheticwelook,thefunnieriouldbewhentheyknowwhaerereallylike”

“Yes,soofthedidtrytoruyselfesteeandnearlyyyselfHowebesoan”

Locksuggested,“IveeuithanideaWhydoneholdaparty”Hehesitated,“Doesanyofthehaveafaily”

“No,hedoPeopledoarriedthesedays,Iguesstheyareafraidtogiveitnts”Mandyfordasileasthoughshefeltsorryforherfriends

“So,thatsettleseverythg”Locksiledback,“Weviteabunchofkids”

“DoweknowotherkidsbesidesthoseOscarskdergarten”Mandyasked

“Oh,ofursewedo,”announcedLock,“Thereareplentyofkids,Asian,Lato,andbckthechildrenshospitalThiswillbeafundraisgpartyfordisabledchildren,andaswell”Locksatbacktothewheelchairasquicklyashiskneesallowedtocarryhi,whichaedMandylikehell

“Scetheyaresokd,suretheydontddonatgsodolrsfoodurse”Lockquestioned

“ThatsreallyniceofyouAllofyfriendswouldbeverythankfuliftheyareofferedacetoshowthattheyreallycareforthehandicapped”Mandybitherlips,tryghardnottough

“IsuddenlyreberIhaveoneoroacquatahepress”Loeered,“Theywoulddietoseeontheoveaga”